I haven't really had words.
Its not that I haven't had things to write about, but rather I haven't known how to write about them.
At the moment, my life is up in the air, my future uncertain, and nothing is in my control.
I have never been so vulnerable.
I sit at the feet of my Lord with arms outstretched, tears rolling, and I picture Him sitting there, looking lovingly at me, holding me as if to say "I know".
I appreciate that He doesn't need me to say anything.
That He simply knows.
Romans 8:26 brings comfort.
"In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express."
Thank God for this truth.
I have so much say, so much I am feeling, so much in the way of pain, but I cannot find the words.
But He knows.
He knows.
And for that I am grateful.
