Panic

My husband needs a new computer. I need a new job. I think we will have $13 after we pay rent. The car needs a tune-up. I have a few thousand dollars worth of debt I need to start paying on.

This is just life, right?

Money sucks. Sometimes being an adult sucks.

In my head, I know I don't have to be worried. We are always taken care of. Always. And I have gotten a lot better about not panicking. But today, I am in panic mode. It is so hard to transfer that knowledge from my head to my heart sometimes.

Breathe. Trust. Patience. Relax.... So much easier said than done.

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?"

Matthew 6:25-26